The Scorch Trials (The Maze Runner Book 2) (63)
CHAPTER
63
Thomas
tried hard not to think about things as the next couple of hours passed.
He’d
made a stand, but then all that tension and courage and victory kind of
trickled away as the group went through the motions of the most ordinary of
activities. Hot food. Cold drinks. Medical attention. Wonderfully long showers.
Fresh clothes.
Through
it all, Thomas recognized the chance that it was all happening again. That he
and the others were being pacified, slowly being led to another shock like the
one they’d had when they awakened in the dormitory after being rescued from the
Maze. But really, what else was there to do? David and the others on his staff
made no threats, did nothing to raise alarm.
Refreshed
and full of food, Thomas ended up sitting on a couch that ran along the narrow
middle section of the Berg, a vast room full of mismatched drab-colored furniture.
He’d been avoiding Teresa, but she came over and sat next to him. He still had
a hard time being near her, a hard time talking to her or anyone else. His
insides burned with turmoil.
But
he put it all away because there was nothing else to do. He didn’t know how to
fly a Berg and wouldn’t know where to go even if he could take it over. They’d
go wherever WICKED took them, they’d listen, they’d make their decision.
“What’re
you thinkin’ about?” Teresa finally asked.
Thomas
was glad she’d spoken aloud—he wasn’t sure he wanted to communicate
telepathically with her anymore. “What am I thinking about? Mostly trying not
to.”
“Yeah.
Maybe we should just enjoy the peace and quiet for a while.”
Thomas
looked at Teresa. She sat next to him as if nothing had changed between them at
all. As if they were still best friends. And he couldn’t stand it anymore.
“I
hate that you’re acting like nothing happened.”
Teresa
looked down. “I’m trying to forget just as much as you probably are. Look, I’m
not stupid. I know that we can never be the same. But I still wouldn’t change
anything. It was the plan and it worked. You’re not dead and that’s worth it to
me. Maybe you’ll forgive me someday.”
Thomas
almost hated her for sounding so reasonable. “Well, all I care about right now
is stopping these people. It’s not right what they’ve done to us. It doesn’t
matter how much I was a part of it. It’s wrong.”
Teresa
stretched out a little so she could rest her head against the arm of the couch.
“Come on, Tom. They might’ve erased our memories, but they didn’t remove our
brains. We were both part of this, and when they tell us everything—when we
remember why we put ourselves through this—we’re going to do whatever they tell
us to.”
Thomas
thought about that for a second and realized he couldn’t possibly have
disagreed more. Maybe at one time he’d felt that way, but not now. Though
discussing it with Teresa was the last thing he wanted to do. “Maybe you’re
right,” he murmured.
“When’s
the last time we slept?” she asked. “I swear I can’t remember.”
Again
with the act that all was well. “I do. For me, anyway. It had something to do
with a gas chamber and you whacking me over the head with a big spear.”
Teresa
stretched. “I can only say sorry so many times. At least you got some rest. I
didn’t sleep for one second while you were out. I think I’ve been awake for two
full days.”
“Poor
baby.” Thomas yawned. He couldn’t help himself—he was tired, too.
“Mmmm?”
He
looked over to see her eyes closed, her breathing slowed. She’d fallen asleep
just like that. He glanced around at the other Gladers and Group Bs. Most of
them were zonked out, also. Except Minho— he was trying to talk to some cute
girl, but her eyes were closed. Jorge and Brenda were nowhere to be found—something
that struck Thomas as strange, not to mention at least a bit worrisome.
It
was then that he realized he missed Brenda terribly, but his own eyelids began
to droop, and weariness and fatigue crept in. As he sank deeper into the couch,
he decided he’d have time to look for her later. Then he finally gave in and
allowed the sweet darkness of unconsciousness to take him.
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